孙靖宇的随笔 | 09/2024

02.09.2024

Yesterday, I reviewed my third-year module on Active Circuits 4, but I still feel like I haven't gained much from it. It's been over a year since I took the module, and I still haven't mastered operational amplifiers. Today, I'm sitting in front of my laptop, feeling frustrated and wondering why I struggle so much with retaining what I've learned in university. I'm feeling really sad and depressed about it.

05.09.2024

这两天去洛阳旅游了，本来想着晚上回家后修剪一下拍的照片然后发表一个抖音，晚上我跟一个保研到dn的同学聊了聊天然后我得知我那个去西北工业的同学每天都在学习，我突然感觉自己就是一个废物，浪费着自己宝贵的时间，我不是因为别人学习而去学习，而是自己认识到了我这段时间确实很荒废自己的时间，现在马上又要开学了，我最是表面上装的什么都会，但是真的扪心自问一下，我会么？我是如此的愚蠢，以至于觉得自己还有时间还不着急，现在晚上11点20了，写完这篇文章后就休息了，明天我开始就不能再睡懒觉了，要把握时间。。。。

终于，又踏上了求学的道路，路漫漫其修远兮，吾将上下而求索，对于上学我满怀期待，可能大概是因为我是一个闲不下来的人吧，just heard about the PG module from seniors, we only have about 6 students to study this major and we will have sufficient project to do that is really what i want to face because i could spend more time to improve my professinoal skills. I really look forward this new yeaer. This jotting wrote during on my train to the Beijing.